Nostalgia

I realized that in every blog I had in the past...3 years...I've always had a blog entry about being nostalgic. And I really am today. and yesterday. and probably tomorrow. and the next.

Anyway, Anna and I went for some Popular Fair @ Expo shopping + other forms of shopping (e.g. window shopping, try-it-on shopping), studying @ berrylite [Iluma branch] (which proved to be super effective, probably because of the yogurt) plus some Udders @ Novena(: YAY. It was a great time of bonding and talking and studying and etc etc etc...And when we were eating dinner - we came across the topic of S Club 7. One of my most favorite bands when I was younger.

I used to like S club 7 like crazy. Analogy...If I am crazed about KPOP now, that was how I was about 10 to 11 years ago over S Club 7. I watch their shows, listen to their songs, wait for their MVs to be played on MTV or V channel or myx (if there was myx that time). I would always tune in to Disney channel even to just catch a glimpse of my favorite pop idols. The difference back then and now is that I loved their charisma as a whole group and I did not particularly like any one of the guys. I just loved them. Now, as much as I like kpop groups, I would usually see them individually and how great they are as a single person.

And that thought led from one thing to another. From S Club 7, Westlife to Blue. To how I love Disney channel and how I used to watch Nickelodeon and Cartoon Network. How we (Mao, Bea, Nini and I) loved watching are you afraid of the dark, thinking of stories similar to those and telling the stories out loud. And then I miss the time we went Taiwan and all the good and bad things that had happened there. And then I miss the times when we (Mao and I) would watch Nickelodeon while munching on Baked Mac or Pancit Canton...Until I reached the time I was in High School where I had a special friend...And then the list just goes on and on and on and on...

It's just too hard to forget when all the memories just keep on streaming. And hard to focus on your work too when you suddenly wish you were back to all that. Ignorant of the responsibilities you must carry...When decision making wasn't all that hard...When you weren't judged of how you are...Or maybe you were but you just didn't care all that much for it because you had the self-confidence that you can just be you...I miss those times.

Yeah. I just miss my old self. And what I used to do. I miss my childhood. And I love Disney Princess movies AND Barbie movies. Stop laughing. I'm serious here.

HEHEHxD

Okkkbye(: